Its who we are

so this guy he is my best friend and has been since freshmen year. We have started to have feeling for each other and its becoming more but has no title so far. I really like him and I’m so happy. My friends say they haven’t seen me this happy in a long time and are happy to see me this way again they say they missed it and yeah. he makes me feel awesome and wonderful. I get butterflies everytime and today we kissed it!!!!! I know i know total could see it happening but come on. i got him to draw me a picture and it was the cutest sweetest thing ever. My day has been complete. :)   

well everyone has had a first kiss or will someday, well this weekend i was at my friends house for a bbq/party and a guy there and i have something sort of not quite sure on what we have right now but he was my first kiss and i know i wasnt his of course, but he is the cutest and sweetest guy every and he makes me feel so great inside and out. hahaha i know this sounds like a clesha but he really does and he is just so great but its like weird cause all my friends are split on what they think about it some think its so cute and could be a good first and others are like wtf come on girl really him and im like idk what to do anymore i really like him. HELP needed on this. 

I know there are might be many people that will read this and be like wow lame, but I dont care. I’m proud of myself so my birthday was this month and now I’m 16 and a licensed driver and this might just be me when I say I have never been kissed yet. I know I know but I have been waiting for a good guy to share my first with and I want it to be worth waiting for.But hey this could be a good thing I have waited. If you actually are reading this comment and let me know your thought on this topic, I would like to know. 

To all the guys out there if you are going to end something with a girl end it don’t just start going after her best friend when she is gone, and when you do end it say it to her face. Other than that your good. When he does do something like this do something to piss him off when he is around, it can make you feel so much better about things. He might try to blame it on you also, but girl trust me it isn’t your fault its his he did it to you. He is an ass for it too, and for blaming you.

That moment when you see him and your heart skips a beat and you don’t know what to talk about because your mind stopped working. I love that moment. Breath taking moments like these

Baby I keep trying to say “I don’t need you, want you, love you”, but my heart says different and I hope when you see this that you know it’s for you no one else, but you might just pass over it. People say things that make me think of you and all the times we had those deep heart to heart talks and i want those back. When I see you or your name my heart skips a beat and my mind wanders. I know I say “I don’t need you” but I do,…so come back please “I need you”.